Tonight I WRITE from the perspective of one who is struggling to KNOW what to write. My day has collapsed around me and I do not know what to write here…my credit card was compromised today, and I am on the road to understanding how the system of finance is built on one’s confusion and fear. The powers at be are set up to catch us at our weakest moments.
My weakest moments can often occur around money matters. Knowing how to invest and spend my money is a challenge! The money spent on various components of technology seem to be the most difficult. KWhen my credit card was compromised, I had to cancel it and order a new one to be sent to me. This kind of caused a chain reaction, especially since I did not promptly inform my brother Greg that this had happened. And when he got the notice that my credit card had been canceled and reordered, he texted me about this happening and I was forced to deal with the outcomes of my behavior.
I’m sitting here feeling turned inside out because these issues of finance temped by technology have me feeling quite queezy.
But I now choose to let go and let God. I can’t do anything more with my challenges tonight, and I am going to have a 1:30 pm connection over the phone with my brother Greg about my finances…there’s nothing more I can do tonight.