Hello, my friends…I met with my brother Greg to go over my monthly budget at 4 pm today…last time I got suicidal after meeting with him because I felt really judged for some decisions I had made…This month—I am OK…
My problem isn’t feeling guilty because I don’t give enough to others and their organizations…my problem is that I often give too much…good “problem” to have, I guess…
I’m just chillin’ with my cat MURRAY who is my constant companion…sometimes I feel a little guilty for not spending much time with him…I am often gone all day visiting my friend Paul or my great friend Sandra, my x-wife…I guess I just need to accept that I can’t be in 2 places at once and that my kitty will just have to DEAL with me as I am able to give what I can…
I am in the middle of prepping for tomorrow’s colonoscopy…I’m glad that I only have to do this every 3rd year! But we have prostate cancer in our blood line and it pays to stay ahead of the cancer-curve and get this taken care of…
Our Gospel choir will not have practice this coming Thursday—taking a summer break, I guess…this is not a welcomed time for me since I adore my choir get-togethers and will really miss practice this week. Choir is my favorite extra-currricular activity and I am not pleased by steering away from it this Thursday … When I am at choir, it is an extended prayer session for me and I really connect with my Savior at these times. So to skip it this Thursday is not a boon for me. But it does brake it clear to me how much I LOVE IT!!
I am so Grateful (with a capital G) for the wonderful people I have in my life…Paul and Sandra and my friend Lisa B. & my 8 brothers and sisters and my Friends from NAMI (Nat. Alliance for Mental Illness) compadres— all who bless my life with their Presence!!
Rich